White horse.

Its the kind of feeling that won't go away. Its to deep, it made you numb. the kind of sensation that will never be fixed. its a bittersweet kind of hopelessness. You have something so perfect then the blink of an eye. the thing you had is gone. forever. its invisible the memories you replay in your head, they bring a smile to your face, the longing for the feeling again.. the feeling of pure happiness that no one could ever replace with, you're happy for that very moment as you sit there and ponder about the time when you heard those 3 words and felt as if you were on top of the world and nothing would ever bring you down.. your life was gong according to plan. As you breathe in, that feeling.. that god awful feeling is coming back to you. The point of realization when you know none of it was real, just a dream, a faded memory that will never come again. What you thought you had, never could have or will ever be. All you can do is close your eyes and pray that one day, it'll come back to you and all will be reality, and it'll never go away or leave. Your white horse will be there. Like a fairy tale ending. But I'm not a princess and its too late.